whenever I feel bad

I cannot imagine hard life. Every time that I think my life is going bad, or no one needs me, or I should be somewhere else. I think of those people out there right now who are experiencing the worst. Starvation, dehydration, cancer, war, PTSD, rape and so many other things that I can't imagine. So I just think of how lucky I am,  and I keep going.

The last slice

     The slice of life story challenge is done. Even though I might have not gotten as many as I could have or wanted to I still think this challenge was pretty fun. Reading about other people, what they do, how things are going with them, then also me. Spewing out my thoughts into words and posting it for other people to read. Last year I did this challenge and got 31/31 days. This year I think I got more like 27/31. I'm not sure. It was still fun though.

What scares me

        If I was ever asked to tell what scared me the most it would be paper bags. You know the ones with the handles that look like they are attached my a glue stick. Then your Mom always brings them to the store, puts really heavy groceries in them, and then she tells you to bring it in. I swear she does this only to scare me. I take the back out of the car and pray to the lord that it doesn't break. She always tells me what she puts in the bags. This time it was "something something glass, something something eggs, and something something fragile. So if this bag broke I would be in trouble. That's why those bags scare me the most out of anything on the planet

Music

      My life would be so much better if I could have constant music. Music is great, I don't enjoy it much when I have to practice it on the piano but when I'm doing chores or something else. It lights up the whole world, makes everything better, when I'm in a bad mood. I listen to music. When something is going on and I don't want to be there, I listen to music, it takes me to another place that is so much better then what is going on around me.

piano

I look at my hands, I have no idea what I'm doing. My fingers are everywhere pressing random keys. It's muscle memory. My eyes think its randomness, my fingers know what they are doing. I lean my head back and I dont think at all. I just close my eyes and listen. My fingers do the work. I listen and enjoy myself while I play the piano.

Forgetting to slice

     It was kind of funny when I remembered I had forgotten about 4 days of slicing. It was about 7:00 PM and I had just eaten dinner. I was lying down on my couch and I was watching the TV show brain games on my i pad. The episode was about memory. There was a guy who could memorize multiple long cereal numbers on dollar bills. He also had a great long term memory, and I thought it would be cool to have a good long term memory. So I started thinking about things I might have forgotten, I thought since I had a long weekend I might have forgotten a school assignment, and yes sir. I did.

My hopes and dreams

     I was first going to keep this slice blank because that would be funny but.....

     I want to be a published author with a P.H.D. I want to be a mechanic with a master's degree in basic chemistry. I want to be a car company owner. I also always want to be sober. I want to be a very good actor. I want to have solved the theory of everything. I want to be the first person to be on mars. I want to have been into a black whole. I want to rule the world.

   Dream big kids.